Fine… January 28, 2008

Okay, I think/know I sounded abit er-hem in the previous entry but it was all just …ranting. But as a matter of fact, I do really hoped my name would be up on the banner. I’m just being disappointed, as simple as that. But, I should stop saying these kind of things.
[I've already privated the previous entry, it's better for u not to see if u haven't see yet.]

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My friends and I would be staying in PJC…and after JAE, I hope I can take 4H2 subjects but I think can’t cos the school website says “* Students must have L1R5 ≤ 11 to be offered the 4 H2 combination. ” which I didn’t get. See how first…or I just take the norm can already. Cos H2 econs is just abit more of content than H1 econs so it’s like more ‘worth’ it. hahaha…

Maybe I want to join archery…but I’m also scare that after a while I will feel very bored…see how first…but high possibility…

Going back school tomorrow for PAE…whereas those who’ve not been to PAE but are going to JC after JAE need not attend…so shiok.

I think I’m becoming more frank and direct…like say things about what I really mean/think/feel…mostly of negative things. Hide inside no where to tell and I will think that others don’t think/feel that way also but actually some also feel the same way…but it’s just that they didn’t say out only. Oh well. To try to be more ‘considerate’, I shall be more tactful of my words next time, and try not to give others an impression of a so-much-comments kinda person. Then only, I think I will become a quieter person whom only listens to others. HAHAHA.

And most importantly, I must try to remember what I’ve said to others, in case they’re gonna twist my words like assSHIT. Like for example just now, something I knew made me so mad…I didn’t say such things to this person whom I seldom talked to and guess what? This person actually said he/she heard (tingshuo) that I’m ANGRY I didn’t blabla…WTH?!?! How the shit you know about this…wierd! But as we know, words can go far far out even when we don’t even know a damn shit. But the main problem is, I don’t mind like you heard from whoever that I blablabla if it’s true…but AT LEAST, please hear things correctly (or perhaps the person who told you must be correct in the first place)…what I’M ANGRY I didn’t BLABLA….no such things what!?!?! Maybe the person interpret wrongly or what…And I swear I didn’t mean I’m ANGRY I didn’t blabla…as your might be thinking, I’m definitely not referring to the banner thingy.. Okay, it may be just a casual comment but it’s so not true…[another person told me about the casual comment]

Making mountains out of a molehill. A deal out of nothing. WHATEVER.

I’m getting more bad-tempered and easily provoked…WILL CHANGE if nothing assSHIT like this is gonna happen again. LOL.

muahahahaha…..yeah, I’m evil……=X